A good buddy of mine was dead set on going into the Marines the day he graduated highshool. For the entirety of his Junior and Senior year it was all he talked about... it was like he was already in the Marines it was such a part of his psyche. So, he went to apply shortly after graduation, and found out one leg was a little longer than the other... no go. He was abliterated... like he lost his soul. It was really tough to see. It's tough when you really expect something in the future and it can't happen. Sorry to hear it man, but don't let it get you too down. There's a million other things on earth worth doing and i'm sure there is something you can do to serve in some way shape or form if your heart is set on it.