Jim, I don't really know where you could find what you're looking for, but I don't think you're odd at all. Different things work for different people. I myself find it to be a very nice accent (I used to work with a group of developers from that region of the world. Great group of folks). It doesn't relax me, but oddly enough, a Russian "lullaby" does, whereas in most other languages it would just grate on me.

Good luck in your search.