Michael,
I am so sorry to hear this, please know that my prayers are with you. You have been a positive influence here (or at least on me) and it it's hard to see you go through something so difficult. I'm sure you realize you have many friends here who will do whatever we can to aid you in this time.
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-Jeff
Rome did not create a great empire by having meetings; they did it by killing all those who opposed them.