Woah, reading this thread from start to now was a rollercoaster!

Sounds like you've been through the wars, as my family would say! I hope you have a full recovery and it progresses with no hitches, and I wish you all the patience it's mine to give. I'd reckon that times like this are pretty trying, especially when you don't see all the improvement you want or your situation is keeping you from the things you want to do. Take it easy and have fun as you go and you'll find that sooner or later everything comes good.

And if a mix would cheer you up, I'll make one specially for you!

All the best,

Paul