Just talked to my Mom... my cousin who is NOPD finally checked in, said he had to shoot someone who drew a gun on him today. They are giving him a 3 DAY leave. A lot of cops are just walking away, quitting. Two of his sergeants COMMITTED SUICIDE because they couldn't deal with it. The first hand reports of rapes and murders and child molestations are only beginning to break the surface. Tens of thousands of people have witnessed things that most soldiers never see. How are they going to mentally deal with this? It's just never ending. I'm so angry and helpless. Going to be looking for flights home tomorrow.